Ok, thanks girls. I AM learning. I guess I just get soooo frustrated sometimes.
So much is going on in my head right now. I guess it is because it is Valentine's . I can deal with being without a man and all, but...H filed on Valentine's day. On the first paperwork I saw the date he sighed was Valentine's day.
It BUGS me , yes. But that I will feel and let go.
I get frustrated because for a moment there , there was a battle in my head if H was being sincere.
I think I just get mad at myself for letting that thought slip in my head.
I have to move forward.
H has always been able to manipulate me, I believe. I just couldn't see it.
He would be nice and loving and that would shut me up.
I think H doesn't realize I HAVE grown and now it is obvious to me.
Look, I'm not dumb. H DID NOT call d7 today as he said he would. She is sick and he has not talked to her in 6 days.
I feel as if H was phony.
I feel H can't even be sincere ib his care for D7.
I am not upset. Im not sad. I just cant be in denial of what is.
