Beginning again like a newbie

[cat03]

Hey ACJ, I have been trying to get a hold of your stich, have read some of your posts, you surely are going through a whole lot dear)))))))))) and there you are, comforting me)))))))))))
I just had to reply when I read this last entry. Hon, there are times when we are in a crucible, in a very hard place, God allows this to happen so we can grow, so we can learn to trust Him, so we can learn to LET GO, to have blind faith despite having the rug pulled from under us. You've sort of know my sitch, I have been trying to control my M and my H to no avail. I have learned since that my problems are in God's hands, that they will be resolved, maybe not in the time/way I want them to, but they will be taken care of and that all will be for my own good (I just wont' see the big pict as God does).

I am a weak wretch, I survive daily because in my weakness God is strong and carries me, I have nothing good in me, anything worthwhile comes from Him. I now have peace among the madness of my "M", I can smile and be happy with my kids... and that's the power of Christ working in me ACJ.