Worried I found DB too late

[newnamenewlife]

CW,
What are you going to do about Valentine's day? It's not a holiday I ever put much stake in, but my H has always brought me red roses or chocolate. Our Ds are into it, and will definitely notice if H & I don't give each other something. I guess I'll give him some chocolate. My fear is that he will give me roses, but in one of those colors that signify friendship.

Right after the bomb, I felt like it had been a wake-up call and that we would start afresh. I bought him a dozen red roses and left them on his dresser. When he got home, he acted like he didn't see them and when I asked him about them he told me I didn't realize how serious he was about what he'd said.

That was DEVASTATING--the nuclear bomb after the grenade.