So could I BE more of a crab-a$$? I re-read my posts and I sound pretty darn negative. I am waffling now, should I just ignore H until I get what I want from him?
Or should I go back to DB-ing? Trying to be upbeat and positive, show him I have a life with our without him? Let him know that I enjoy his company and like to be with him?
Except, right now I DON'T like being with him. B/C he finds a way to blame me for the crap in our life.
So just put on a happy face and hope that it becomes how I really feel again???
Gotta go, poor S is back to 103 fever. Grrr........... Wonder why I don't feel happy and upbeat w my son hours from getting his butt put in the hospital for dehydration...
