Heard from H this morning. He once again said sorry. I finally replied....for what. He said for yesterday. For not being around yesterday. So that is good.
I asked if he was ok and he replied that he is all messed up. That I should know that by now. I just replied that i was here for him if he needed.
So, not sure what happened with him yesterday. What he had to do that was so hard. I guess if God wants me to know....then it will happen. Until then, H is in His hands.
My expectations are at zero. I am trying not to speculate. It is very hard not to do. It could be anything or maybe nothing ....I just pray it has nothing to do with the D.
