Don't give up. I've seen some pretty dark days and I've felt like it would be so much easier to just try and move on. Dig deep though. You have the strength to continue to love her. I don't know if your religious at all or not, but the bible has the best description of love that I can find. I wrote this out and put it on my desk so that I could read it whenever I felt like it was hard to love that day.
Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always preserves.
Love your W like this and she will notice. It's not easy to do, but that is unconditional love.
Me: 29 W: 28 T: 10 M: 7 No kids 2 Dogs and 1 Cat With Parents: 09/16/07 Apartment: 10/13/07 Back Home: ~2/16/2008