Yes...this is the same old pattern and it is really scaring me. H does want to come back home. But in talking to him last night, I was really bothered. He is not the same man. His mind was spinning and the things he was saying really didnt make sense. I told him that I wasnt trying to pressure him into what I was going to tell him, but Our MC had come by to see me a few weeks ago and he had the name of a counselor he wanted my H to talk to. I told him that I really think that he should do this...he agreed. Said to get him the number and he would talk to her. His thoughts were spinning and I really wanted to just shake him. Wake him up! I felt like he was about to have a nervous breakdown.

Im really worried about him. I was second guessing everything he said, it was like he was not himself at all!!

I am ok though, I really feel a detachment though about it all. A peice of me is afraid that maybe I dont feel the same about him anymore. That is what is scaring me too.

Should I be feeling that way?

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10