Yeah, you're right. As you know, the emotions go in cycles. It gets so frustrating at times, because I get glimpses of her, and she is still the white hot intense person I left over a year ago. She is like a raw, gaping wound all the time, over everything.
D17 came home for a home visit from her school. when she was being taken back to the airport, W. told her how dissappointed that D15 and S9 were that they didn't see more of her, and how sad the were that she didn't spend more time with them. W. reported that they were in tears.(I'm finding that a little hard to buy). Well, why didn't W. set the paratmters for the visit, and why is it unusual to think that a 17 year old high school graduate might want to spend more time with her friend who she hasn't seen in over a year? That's what kids do......they grow away from you.