Hi OneDay and Ali - thanks for checking in one me and your encouragement.
After reading your posts, I was sorely tempted to text H to say hi.... something in me says no its not right. I just don't want to be that girl that cant let go and appears desperate. Among other things.
I really wanted to have kids soon - H freaked out about that (which was surprising, cause before that he had wanted to and I wanted to wait....) There's issues like the baby thing and others that H needs to sort out and probably by himself. I just know that it would work so much better if he was the one that came to me when he is ready, and that anything I do will be interpreted as pressure etc.
But this weekend I plan to be home (I've stayed with my parents on Sat nights for the last 4 weeks), so if H visits next my door neighbor as he normally does on a Sunday morning, it might be less intimidating for him t pop over and see me. But I will have to try not to be disappointed if he doesn't come and see me.
If I get to the end of Feb with no contact, then I will ask you girls for suggestions about how to initiate some contact.
Wish me luck - I'm going for a job interview for a promotion on Thursday. i would really love the job and my boss has recommended me..... only problem is that I'm up against the CEO's brother!
