Ok I have FINELY come to the realization that the cheating was NOT the problem in my sitch. YES there was no real excuse for this, and No matter what I do I will NEVER get over the HURT... In my sitch I think that my W "affair" is more of a symptom that the actual Disease...
Seeing the forest through the trees and all that. Doctor Love, I swear this thought has only come to my mind lately and its entirely true in my situation as well. A = symptom only. People even told me that in the beginning but I never saw it til lately. Amazing, isn't it?
So, Doctor Love, if I mail you $20, will you make me some BIG money in Vegas?
