-Had another really good counseling session this morning. We talked about how I can heal some of my other relationships (friendships). I am realizing that I might actually not be good at sharing my feelings with others, though I am good at sharing my analyses of my feelings... those things are not the same! So I may be opening myself up to whole new levels of vulnerability. Hooray! And my C told me that every time he sees me he sees 99% growth. I feel encouraged!
-Had an AWESOME lesson with my cello teacher today. I am not sure what is happening, but that relationship seems to be healing... this is amazing. We are really starting to be able to work together. I am very excited. I could tell she was excited too. I think it wasn't just good for me to start to "get" what we were working on, but also, it was good for her, to be able to help me.
-Good orchestra rehearsal: I am learning to really assert myself, from my heart, in the group context. !!
-Got a 90% on my piano test (!!!) even though I thought I was unprepared. Hooray!
-Ate lunch with a cello friend OUTSIDE in the park. I can't believe I can do that in february in atlanta... I am still used t o the frigid endless winters of the northern lands. We had a good chat, I feel like I am being a more sensitive friend.
-Gave away some more muffins (even more therapeutic, when you can share them)!
I feel like something may be shifting in my heart. I am afraid to put words to it because I am not sure how to explain it... but it is GOOD!!
OK... have to go do a silly project, hopefully I will be able to sleep tonight.
HUGS AND MUFFINS FOR EVERYONE (we can get crumbs all over the place)!!
