Thanks girls
NA you are right PMA all the way!
UD I so love it that we are doing this together
NG yes intuition its all we have and truthfully I been relying on it all year it brought me this far and my relationship with God

Had a weird dream last night
seemed so real
I was at this group session and H came and then disapeared -His wacko therapist ran the group- only she was so short in the dream
then I was driving with this girl.
she was the fiance of the friend my H supposedly lives with
she took me to H house and said he really lives there (IN DREAM)
Ive often wondered if he does?
and she said he was like the dead watcher over the house while she and friend lived at her house..he was like stone she said in the dream
he is numb in real life thats how they can shut it down just numb

peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow