Was off today. Parent conference day. I didn't hear from h at all, so while I was out I called and left him a vm reminding him of d12's parent conference.
No word from H. No show at conference.
So, around 4 I received a tm from H saying "I am sorry." I asked if he was ok and he replied doesn't matter. I replied it did matter to me and I as here if he needed me. His reply...just too much.
So, just a few minutes ago H called. He was crying. He once again said he was sorry. Not sure for what....maybe not coming today. Who knows. He said that he wished I could get inside his head sometimes. Ok ....Then I asked if he was ok and if he spent the day in bed. He said no...he had to do something very hard today...and then he wept uncontrollably.
I told him that I was here for him and asked if he needed me to come down. He said no. He was going to sleep. He was still crying. He just got off the phone.
He didn't tell me what he had to do today and I am scared. He filed 18 months ago...is he pushing that through now? I am so paranoid that he did regarding the D. I pray right now that he didn't but I don't know what else he could be sorry for and this upset about.
