The new phone is the one I got him on the new every two program with our cell phone plan. The one our S found is the old "secret" one that I uncovered proof of when the whole EA thing came out in the open. This is the one he has told me he let ow have to use and pay it until the contract ended, instead of him having to pay the disconnect fee. He does not know I have proof he still has it, however at this point, I do not know if he only kept it and lied about it, because he knew I would not like it, I don't know if he still uses it to contact ow. There is so far no indication of it. However, I have kept quiet about the "extra" piece of jewelry he bought at Christmas, wondering if he got it while he had the money, because it is a gold heart, and there is the off-chance it's for the holiday coming up. I found the receipt for these three pieces of jewelry, and if he did not get this "extra" piece for me, then I will soon after this weekend, give him the receipt I found, and tell him I guess he dropped it, and does he need it back?
And as for what am I doing for me, I am looking into selling stuff on ebay, need to get that going with our S who, luckily is into photography.
I am getting the house into better shape, slowly, and have started projects to make it nicer. Lots of painting coming up, soon.
Also, I love folk-art painting, and am thinking of getting into it again. You, know painting on old barn-wood, and stuff like that.
I am also getting bolder with my H, when I feel he is mean or being an a**, and he notices when I draw back from him, which I sometimes feel I need to do. He actually said something about it.
He also says ILY first a whole lot more, and said I am getting much nicer. Of course he then will say I am still being controlling at times, but oh well.
I rely alot on my faith to get me through, and yesterday our preacher told me that the pointed sermons he has been preaching are aimed at several in the congregation, including my H. And he said if there were any other subjects I would like him to touch on, to let him know. He is getting married this weekend. I am really thankful God sent him to our church.
