Update to my sitch, the end has come

[mako_man]

Cat,

You echo the words of those that have been closest with me through this, and you echo what I think I really feel inside. Its just damn hard to let go now, it was easier when I was just letting go of a marriage, now I feel as though I am letting go of a life. But, you are exactly right and no one can save a person from themself. Guess I have to learn when to stop fighting for something, and for me especially thats a tough one.