Loving a WAS isn't easy

[mymonkeybug]

Yes the books were good. Question though, why am I having such a hard time sometimes letting go of my fear that there is an OW? H swears there isn't, hasn't been, and won't be for some time because right now he is on a journey for himself and this is about making himself happy and doing for him right now. Well sure he says that but sex is a part of life and I can't believe he has been able to go for almost 9 weeks without it. Oh well, I can't do anything but believe him or I will drive myself crazy worrying that he has shared the sexual bond we had with someone else.