I hear you Woog....I just don't know what she is feeling and much less what sje expects from me. Whatever I can do to ease her pain, you know I would do it. I can not guess however and I don't want to push either. I guess I just have to be present.

I understand now why so many of you are saying to stay put. If I am not home, last night's episode would not have happened. Is it major? Probably not but like I said earlier I do see some changes. Something tells me however that she needs to proove something to herself or to other people.

I am feeling stronger than ever but like most people I do have my down days....usually when i start thinking about the time we are wasting.