Finding my way out of the dark

[mishka422]

Thank you all. I'm trying to figure out how to handle H in this situation and just wasn't sure what to expect. He had been calling our son every day just to check in with him so he only talked to him 2-3 minutes but now he has stopped calling him since our argument and blow up last Thursday. It kills me that he is apparently taking out his anger toward me on our son. I told S13 that if he wants to talk to his dad he can call him but he hasn't done that. It's not part of his immediate thinking to initiate any contact because of the Aspberger's.

I will stop obsessing about his lack of contact with our son and keep my focus on me and S13. H is one sick puppy.

On an ego boosting note, a very nice man at church yesterday actually was flirting with me. It just made me feel nice, like I'm not completely undesireable. Quite the ego boost.