Going to try one more time....

[COG]

Ali,

Sorry it's taken so long for me to respond to you. I'm not sure how to help, but to say that you are an inspiration to me and I think to most women.

You are a fighter; faithful, strong and mature. You fight on, never giving in to mediocrity, always looking to improve your sitch, not settling for second best. I really admire the way you are moving forward, growing, and taking stock of your sitch.

I'll bet your H is enthralled with you. He must wonder how in the world he got hooked up with such a wildcat. Deep down he knows YOU are the best thing that ever happened to him. He may not know what to do with you, but he knows he'll never find anyone better than you.

Your feelings are going to swing back, forth and sideways. Just let them swing, ride out the waves. Then act and do what YOU know is the right thing to do. Your H is very blessed to have you and believe me he knows it. Just keep on showing him what a REAL woman is, a superior woman. Not a mean, sower, cold, and insecure child, but the natural beauty, firey hot lover, strong and powerful individual that you are.

Go get um tiger!

Love,

COG