I'm sorry for your feelings about your house. It should be a source of joy and happiness and maybe it will be again, but it's the journey you have to take to get there - well, it just sucks.
It is hard to go out and see the couples holding hands, picking out groceries together, stopping together to look at something, all together stuff. I thought I had gotten used to it but it's really been eating me up again.
If you need help the end of March I'll be in AL already with 4 other ladies and I'll have my big trailer along. We'll get you moved in no time! We'll need some of those fancy meals you cook, and apple pie!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.