Well, seems I was kicked off the board for a while.
Am I THAT BAD
Guess it was an IT problem or something - a quick note to the moderator seems to have solved the problem.
Been in a depression lately. Not the "pity party" depression but the "I don't give a crap" depression.
I guess it was going to Home Depot to look for paint and stuff for the house. I also hit several furniture stores. I did get some great ideas but I also saw family after family working together - "should we go with this blue paint or that one", "that bedroom set will go well in our house', etc.
Happy families out together building their lives together. That is what life really is all about - picking paint, not picking up women.
Where the hell was my family? Gone. Tossed to the curb with yesterday's trash.
I guess the other thing that has me blue is my house. Not just how much work is needed to fix it but how "empty" it is. I am really starting to feel the "empty". It is painful to go over there even to take measurements and such.
So I am just numb and sad. And my motivation to get started on the move is in the toilet.
This too shall pass. Now to roll up my sleeves. I have to move out of my appartment by 1 April - not much time. Need to at least get the bedrooms in shape. When I demolish the kitchen I will just do takeout more or use the microwave.
