Ok today is going to be great.
EVEN though the first song that came on the radio this morning was....Carrie Underwood - Before He Cheats.

Ok I have FINELY come to the realization that the cheating was NOT the problem in my sitch. YES there was no real excuse for this, and No matter what I do I will NEVER get over the HURT...
In my sitch I think that my W "affair" is more of a symptom that the actual Disease...


I WAS going to leave a note today telling W good luck with the job this morning but decided to wait and call her instead...

Then TONIGHT I get to ask for a Date on Friday..... Maybe grab a little butt on the way....Ok its 5 MORE Days............I feel like a kid that is moving out of my parent’s house for the first time.... Never been out on my own.......scary.....

Later...
Husband

And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know