Here is the killer... she said if I had not found out about the A, then she would still be with me in the M. She would have eventually severed connection to him out of guilt.
Crap Crap Crap,
I hope that I can reverse this. If I stop my craziness (done), and give her space (trying), then hopefully things will improve.
I am younger than her, so she has a hard time trusting me. She wants a man she can follow, last year I wasnt that man, but now I believe I can be. I really hope I get the chance to prove it.
Am I better off not knowing if she still sees him? Should I be happy to be with her and my child, and turn a blind eye? Hope that she eventually stops contacting him?
This is it now. Not really LRT, but my 180 has to be like that.
Why do I have to make this difficult for myself???
Steve
Me 27 W 30 M 2yrs/ T 5yrs Expecting our first child Sept 08 warning bomb (has feelings for someone) 21/12/08 I found out about OM (by snooping) 14/1/08 Living together.
