Well, I knew it would happen. No matter how hard I tried to just look at the positive things that have happened between us over the last couple of weeks. I knew she would lie to me about seeing OM and make up an excuse to not be with our D this weekend.
She told me she had a "conference" to go to and that she had to go. She started to go into detail but I cut her off. I didn't want to hear it. Its just lies anyways. Should I just call her out? I know what she is doing everyone knows what she is doing. She tells everyone we are over and that she has a new man in her life. Even my kids. But she continues to lie to me. She acts like she wants to work things out. Especially when we are together. Its so confusing!
I feel as if she is painting the pretty picture to everyone but when she talks to me she tries to keep it real with me and tell me everything except for her A. I act like a friend and listen well and she always calls a lot now. Also, I feel we are making steps in the right direction but she keeps seeing OM. I hate this ride!!! I read from someone else's post that every time they WAW sees OM its resets your progress. Hence, every step forward we take twenty backwards. Maybe if I bust her out she will reevaluate her sitch. However, I'm afraid of ruining the progress I have made.
I don't know. I feel like I'm at a decision point and I am running out of time. Next month I will be gone for at least fifteen months. Its real hard to DB when you're in Iraq.
