MLC BS/2?

[peacetoday]

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Nothing really works to bring them back in MLC
many things can work against us
its hard to go less contact but sometimes I need to
its the only way I can keep DB
I had to let my H go
its a year since bomb
he visits our kids a lot
I keep quiet usually I leave house for a while
It doesnt matter if we get further apart
we cant really get close unless H wants to check back in
right now he is in another world/life too
Nothing I can do
yes it hurts a lot
I hate it too
but I can use this experience as a tool for my growth
I can practice kindness toward H who is sick now
I learn..i let it all happen..i didnt fight h
then he has to look at himself
I say nothing b/c it doesnt matter if I do
he will only drift further
proabably better to have no contact than really bad contact
peace