I am so mad at him being such a wimp, I could hit him real hard. The words of my friend yesterday telling me "he is just gaining time because he doesn't have the strength to detach form you, but he doesn't want to be with you " really hurt. If that's the case and he is prolonging my suffering just to feel at ease, makes me really really mad. If our M ends like this, I know for sure who will be the one suffering at the end, and it won't be me. I think I have paid my dues.
Kalni, our H's have the wimp thing in common too. Some days I feel that my H still loves me and wants to work on our R in the future. Other days I think he just doesn't have the courage to tell me it is over. Either way, I know I will be able to tell my Ds that I tried to save our M. H won't be able to say that without lying.
