Civil was how I acted I think. (He did get home about 6pm or so.) I was surprised when I saw him, I didn't have any problem not acting as happy & friendly as usual. I am feeling fed up & disgusted with H at the moment. Besides hurting me, H had promised to take my D8 to a play last weekend and then didn't in order to go to a party with OW but promised to take her this weekend. Then of course this weekend he left town with OW and didn't take D8 again and this was the last weekend. I did take her, but I still think it was crappy of him. He never would have done that before the OW.

Then I saw H's car tonight. He must have spent hours cleaning it before their trip. Besides taking out the loads full of clothing, he emptied all the fast food bags, trash, and misc. junk he had in there, and even vacummed it! I said fine, if you want to date someone you have to pretend to be someone else with go right ahead! and I didn't say anything anymore. (But really I don't see how a long-term relationship is going to last where you have to pretend to be someone you're not.) But I'm so fed up with him right now, I wonder if he will wind up with nobody in a few months!!! I am glad my rehearsals for the play start tomorrow so I will not be seeing him much, if at all, during the week esp. which at the moment is just fine with me! Karen43


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D18, S24