Every storm has a rainbow 7

[Dr LOve]

A little journaling...


Ok so last night I camped out with son... Didn't get a chance for a good night kiss or "to cop a feel Sara"...

Husband,

I have a way of seeing the positive in people's sitches maybe I can help.

This is ok... there is no hurry... Next time maybe tonight... just keep on pushing yourself

So W ended up sleeping in after we came back into the house. I noticed that W was sleeping in son's room... When W finely did get up I asked her how she sleep...She said she woke up at 5:00 am and had a hard time getting back to sleep... She said she tried sleeping in the "Back Room" (our bed room). But then when she woke up she went into son's room.... Ok I don't know if this is a positive or not...! She did try to sleep in OUR room but... She called it the "back Room"...

Wow... and you thought she didn't sleep there because of you??

When you two reconnect maybe you should see about getting another mattress or something... It's the bed fool not you...

The rest of the day went ok except I had to go to the next town to get some parts for the jeep... on the way back I started crying... I don't know why... just all of a sudden this sadness came over me like going to Vegas was going to be saying goodbye to my family... By the time I got home things were ok... I continued working on the jeep...

Ok you are right here... It is the end AS YOU KNOW IT. You don't want the "old life” anyway. Remember the end just means that there is a beginning right around the corner... With all of the knowledge you have now just think how great your NEW beginning is going to be...

Side note... W MIGHT is getting a "temporary" job back where I now work and she used to... She seemed excited and she is going to call on Monday. This would be great for her PMA... As for me... I started thinking about what had happened back in April and how it will kind of make me feel like a man that could not hold on to his wife.... I know it's just a pride thing but my work was my escape...where I could go and nobody knows that my marriage sucks... I could forget about it there... I will work though this.....

THIS IS IN YOUR HEAD.... just think.... now you can have lunch with her.... maybe put flowers on her desk..... She is not in the same place as she was before.... start romancing her again... "The new beginnings remember???

I hope this helps

Dr Love...