Back on the Roller Coaster - OW still around

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FA,

My W is friendlier these days, there was a time she seemed to hate my guts. Now when I see her she's cordial at least. I have asked her to have dinner with me sometime, she said why do you want to have dinner with me. I told her because even though you want a D, I still care about you and will always care about you, that I enjoy being with you.

I see some signs she might be peeking out of the tunnel but try not to get my hopes up. She has recently reconnected with some of her friends she hasn't talked to in over a year and she initiated contact with S27. He would call her and she wouldn't return his calls. Some positive steps.

I've read the MLC stories also, they do give you hope. I've seen where the LBS worked and waited only to give up and move on. After that the WAS wanted to come back, LBS turned them away, they had moved on. I hope that's not my case.

My friends and family tell me to move on also, but I'm standing for our M. My aunt (big sister), told me the other day when I stopped to see her that she admires me and my attitude. She told me it would be easier to give up that to try to save M by yourself.

Pizza night will be in a couple of weeks, I'll even ask W to come have some. Bath tub upstairs leaked and I need to replace a portion of the ceiling in the kitchen now. A project for next weekend.

Should I mail you a slice?? LOL.

By the way I signed up for coaching, first session is Thursday.

Mike