Hey Jenny,
I'm sorry that you have been having a rough time of it lately. Don't worry about losing it, that is natural. You have been soooo strong through all of this. Allow yourself to feel sad sometimes, it's really good to get it out. You know that you can feel good and strong, so you know you can get back there and it won't take as long as it did in the beginning. I'm not looking forward to dealing with the child custody thing, at all. I'm pissed that my H is the reason our D will never know what it's like to have both her parents together building a loving home for her. I hate that she is going to be bounced back and forth. I try not to let myself think about that now. They are selfish jerks, that only care about themselves, really. Sorry, I'm ranting. It HAS been a difficult time for many of us this past week or so. Hang in there. Your kids will be home today, then H gets to feel the loneliness.


M 5yrs
1st baby-girl born 6/18/08
Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego
H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07
D Final 07/10
OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her
Me, now - happier than I ever was with him