Just wandering the boards and thought I'd come and find TransformerRayOfSunshine.
I am so sorry that you were feeling low earlier in the week. How are you doing now? I hope you're feeling a little better; I keep saying this, but please don't be too hard on yourself. We all have our faults, and we all have work to do on ourselves....No-one, except maybe Mary Poppins, is practically perfect in every way (hope you've seen the film or that won't make any sense!!).
I am trying not to crowd H with speaking, listening better and not building a wall around my heart that no-one will ever breach. And that's just for starters. Focus on the positive things about Transformer too! Fun, sensitive, caring, thoughtful, strong, intelligent, funny, supportive...I am sure the others also have things to add to this list....
This especially struck a cord
Originally Posted By: transformer
But afterwards I had to go hide behind the grand piano in one of the practice rooms and cry for a while. Next to a forlorn crumb from one of yesterday's muffins.
That is so lonely and sad- it reminded me of my crying on the tube episode last week. I think it was you who originally said this, T, but embrace the sadness- it's part of the rollercoaster. But once you've been sad, brush yourself off and keep going. You are so strong and such an inspiration to so many on these boards, and you have helped me countless times on the journey so far. We are all here if you need to vent.
