Confessions of a Supermom - JennyF's 4th thread

[JennyF]

Today I'm feeling a little better than I was yesterday. I'm looking forward to D coming home today. I really miss her.

I am NOT looking forward to shovelling the mound of snow that the plow left at the bottom of my driveway though. And I hear we're expecting more snow this week. Why is THIS the year that we more can snow than we've had in many many years? God is testing me for sure!

I'm a little perplexed with myself. I can't get H out of my head right now, and I've been thinking alot about OW too. I had a dream last night that she called me. That was interesting.
After I got up to feed S in the night, I couldn't get back to sleep again because my head wouldn't shut off. This hasn't happened since before S was born.
Why do I feel like I just took 10 steps backwards? I don't get it.
My goals right now are to get my emotions in check. Keep myself busy. God knows I've enough shovelling to do!
The good news about the shovelling is that it's just like working out. I can feel my but getting tighter!!
Sorry...to much information.
Looks like last week was a tough one for a lot of people. Remember that this time of year is one of the most depressing times even for those not going through what we are.
My wish for everyone is that this week brings nothing but positive things...if not in DB'ing, than it every other area of our lives! Our blessings are there if we look for them.
J~