Finding my way out of the dark

[mishka422]

Thank you all! I was definitely in panic mode the last couple of days but today was just a wonderfully peaceful day. I didn't have any contact with H for any reason. Decided that if he said not to contact him except about S13 then I wouldn't AT ALL unless it's life or death emergency. NO OTHER REASON! He is supposed to take S13 to Dr. on Monday afternoon but since the Dr. calls here to remind of appointment I honestly don't think he will remember it so I am taking him. I changed the contact card at S13's school so NO ONE other than me can pick him up without me being notified and I am changing the email and cutting off the home phone as of 18FEB. Lots of decisions made by me today and it felt really good. Like I was taking control over my circumstances.

I had a great devotion this morning in my DivorceCare workbook and read a very inspirational article in our local paper written by a local pastor about the source of unhappiness in our lives ( The Source of My Unhappiness ). I think you all would be as blessed by that article as I was.

All of you have a blessed evening and I'm hoping that I may be able to catch up on all of your threads tomorrow some time after the gym and reading with my son.