I need a boost and a shove and a kick to keep me going toward the intended target.
Marriage reconciliation!
I must know that I have fully and completely exhausted every possible means of getting through to my lovely, sweet, precious, darling W. She deserves my absolute all in this and in everything I do.
Even if that perhaps wasn't always the case in the past. I am willing to let the past be in the past and to get moving fwd with a brand new M to my W. I am just going to have to for now patiently wait for her to join in on this incredibly worthwhile endeavor.
I know this in my heart. Her heart meanwhile seems to be unsettled and troubled in so many ways. I will wait. She is worth it.
We are extremely cordial, civil and cooperative at this time and I know these are the right building blocks towards many more positives.
The Lord will instruct me on what to do and I will obey.
