SH UD Kiki Noah T Thanks for all your support You all are right
H here again said a few words and took kids to mall i guess I am lucky for now as hard as all is here and on kids, he seems committed to spending time with them and its really all the same..h has said it in one form or another more than once- IDLYA since bomb nothing different I guess I was hoping for progress to return hes not done with his work in the tunnel this is the only way through it for them and us lots of pain and no guarantees we have nothing to lose for standing except maybe our sanity I need to get to a more detached place focusing on the road ahead my new life not on H practice zipping my tongue and just continue with my DBpeace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
