You are not being a drama queen - all this R stuff hurts.
I am happily M'd now. I came to this sight a year post my H's recommiment to the M. I couldn't let go of his A and that inability to forgive was stopping our M from flourishing. I have made some great friends here.
My kids keep me on the run, as do my horses and my business, but life IS good and it will be for you again.
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength