Sometimes I feel like I am reading about myself when I read your thread Kalni. I too feel I need to show H I'm ready to move on even though I'm not. I took a big risk today but I won't talk about that here. It must feel great knowing that there is someone interested in you and there is some kind of hope out there for a future. I agree that you need to resolve your R w/ your H first and see if there is a future with him. Stay strong.
