Just call me Backslide Tree. I must be dum. To make a long story short I tried to GAL and take my S12 to out favorate college Basketball team game. I asked her to come hoping she would say no and she did say no. She was to tired and and wanted to stay home and talk w/ friends on the phone. Well we returned early for the game was a blow out and found that W left for the shopping and the bar 10 min after we left. We got home early and my s12 called her to findout where she was for he missed her. She said she was out with her friend Jill whom is friends with OM/AR. I asked if he was there and she said no. My gut said yes for she told us where she was and left the bar and came home within 10 minutes thinking I may show up there. I would never do that. If we did not come home early from the game she would have never told us she was out. She is such a lier now. My Phycologist said don't ask her and questions because she will onlt lie. I backslide and asked her if she had sex with him and of course she said no. She asked me what i considered sex and I said it starts with kissing and hugging. I think she wanted me to ask if they had oral sex. My phyc said you can not control that so don't think about it. There is no way I can not think of it. I feel good today for I think the end of all this may be near and I am starting to accept the future whatever it may be. I have to take care of me and then the kids and just stay away from her. BTW after our converstion this morn I packed up my ski stuff and went to Vermont skiing to GAL. I am not sure if it was a good thing to pick up and leave for that may have been what she wanted but I could not even look at her anymore and wanted to give her plenty of space. I feel like the Big D is near.
