Well, I just ended up eating dinner with H last night and coming home. I was so tired and needed some rest and H was in one of his depressed moods. I know it is because of the job...but he hasn't really been looking very hard. Actually he hasn't been looking at all. He was just hoping he would get that job at my company...which I don't think is going to happen. I would have been out everyday putting in applications...but I guess that's just me.
I have a cousin that is about my age. Both she and her H are close friends of me and my H, they were both in our wedding and we were in theirs. Well, she had an A and they got D last month. They came up in conversation and H was going on and on about what a fool she was. He was saying why would she leave him for this guy, she had it so good and she just screwed everything up. I am thinking HELLO!!...there are plenty of people asking the same question about YOU. I didn't say anything...but I can't see why he couldn't apply any of his thinking to himself.
When I left he hugged me tight and held me for a long time and kissed me on the forehead. I asked him if he wanted me to back off some because I always call him and he never calls me. He said no, the reason he didn't call me is because he doesn't want to bug me or assume that I would want to do something with him. Then before I left I asked if I could have a kiss...he said I didn't have to ask, that I could ALWAYS have a kiss from him (ha..how am I supposed to know as that wasn't the case at one time).
I think we are moving in the right direction. I am just frustrated about the job and his lack of motivation to find one.
