i've not been on here in a good while, just checking in with my friends' sitches. I'm so glad you are going thru with this S. See how much better your PMA is already without trying to be Julie McCoy, Cruise Director for your H's crazya$$ self? Yay for you.
Also, remember "we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ." 2Cor 10:5 (NIV) or the Message version: "We use our powerful God-tools for smashing warped philosophies, tearing down barriers erected against the truth of God, fitting every loose thought and emotion and impulse into the structure of life shaped by Christ."
When wayward thoughts try to take me down, it's helped tremendously to practice 'taking every thought captive' just in the last few weeks.
Hope to update soon, but wanted to stop in and say hello. {{{hugs to you}}}
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3