just meditated
still upset about H conversation with D last night
he said he didnt love mommy anymore to her
Sometimes I feel hope
then this happens to again remind me where h is at
he is still very sure of his decision..I knew that anyway, but I forget
am I wasting my time here
I want to just let go I know its not time
my message is to wait with no guarantees and trust the outcome will be for the best
prace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow