He is coming over to pick up the kids any moment now. Today I am shaking thinking I will see him. Tha last couple of days I am sensing something changed and we are further apart. Maybe it's my mood but I cacn't ignore it. Something IS really wrong. I think someone else stepped in the equation and my H is pulling away.
Last year these days we went for skiing with friends,this years things are a mess. Life is full of suprises and it usually hits you right when you thought you had control of it.
I need to share more but I'll do it after he is gone. I am thinking too fast right now, my typing can't keep up.
Kalni
PS Somebody at work is really pursuing me the last few days and all the things he is offering make me miss my H even more. Is that normal?
