I do GAL, but I guess I'm having a hard time saying NO to spending time with the kids. I feel like if I say no to dinner, or something, that's I'm punishing the kids in a situation I think is unfair enough already.

Darn weekends being slow, that's when I'm the most lonely, Kids go to bed at 8pm and I'm not a TV watcher. I read like crazy, but it's still a lonely thing to do night after night.


Me: 42/H: 37
T: 10 years/M: 8
D9, S8
Bomb: 7.23.07
Separated: 1.20.08
D Final 3.19.09
Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09

My life is good.