HEY HEY HEY - stop beating yourself up. You wouldn't let me come down on myself so hard. DO NOT call her back, you would only do exactly what you did not want to do by letting the phone go to voicemail. And, don't try to read her mind or assume you know what she is doing. Take the motto "Don't know, don't care" and apply it. I know you miss her. I miss my H, too. I get this way often, but it goes up and down and this too shall pass, you know it will. Miss her, give yourself a good cry, and let it go for now. Just tell yourself you'll deal with it tomorrow if you still feel this way. I know that is easier said than done. But, give yourself permission to be in control of your emotions and put them aside for now, if you can. Hang in there.
M 5yrs 1st baby-girl born 6/18/08 Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07 D Final 07/10 OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her Me, now - happier than I ever was with him
