My H doesn't claim to be single or in a relationship, he hasn't let anything slip and we haven't asked.before He left he started to look at porn, not done this since early 20's. He was always on internet and shy of sharing his viewing. I'm no where near a prude but I began to feel uncomfortable. I loved him but I dont think I do anymore, the cruelty has begun to erode the love I held for him. I feel worn out emotionally, I have had to be strong throughout the past few years and I need some time out, H is acusing me of all sorts of financial misgivings, not directly but through the L's, I am sqeeky clean, I've done nothing wrong, but he is suggesting otherwise. I can prove him wrong but it is so tiring and so not needed. He doesn't want me to be happy & comfortable, he wants to hurt me and take everything, this I don't understand.
