I was feeling great yesterday, but today I'm a little more grounded, thinking about all of the underlying problems that we still need to work through.
I'm so happy that we're at this point, where I can feel that old connection with him almost every day (it was gone for awhile there), but we still have so far to go. I wonder if we'll ever work through all of those issues. I wonder if he'll decide again that he'd rather be away from me than with me. I wonder if there are things that have happened with him that I'd rather not know about- and will I find something out that will change how I feel? I wonder how I will know that I've truly 100% forgiven him for the lies and deceptions. I wonder if I will need to stay on ADs to keep my temper and patience in check- or have I learned how to handle life on my own in a mature way?
