Nothing much to report on tonight. Final broke the good day/bad day cycle. Had 2 good(not bad) days on the run. She had told another personn in work today of our problems and said again that she didnt want to save the marriage. Later went on to say that she cant make any promises as she will feel bad if she needs to break them. But if she doesnt promise and something happens then that is ok. Suppose that is a promising statement (of sorts). Also mentioned again that the OM `keeps saying she might change her mind about me`. Dont know what to make about that really.
Anyway just focusing on myself. I am going away for the weekend to see old friends.

I am really trying to fight the urge to speed her up, make her fall in love again. I is hard, but I know that will only hurt any progress I am making.

I dont want to lose her. I am scared.

Cheers

Steve

Me 27
W 30
M 2yrs/ T 5yrs
Expecting our first child Sept 08
warning bomb (has feelings for someone) 21/12/08
I found out about OM (by snooping) 14/1/08
Living together.