Piecin' for a Reason

[ntl]

ntl, I want to tell you how much I admire you for hanging in there with H, he's really a very lucky man to have someone like you on his side. I also admire you for your emotional control.

Thank you, I appreciate that. Don't believe the hype, though...I have my rough moments! In fact, I did a DUMB thing yesterday..

I was using my H's work laptop to work on our budget spreadsheet. I went to save it in his My Docs folder and in there I found a My Pics folder. I noticed a bunch of pictures in there (luckily, none of them had been accessed since June) and when I opened them, they were pictures that OW had sent to H from her cell phone camera. He'd uploaded them to his WORK (what an idiot) laptop. She was making kissy faces in some of them, posing seductively in others. It was enough to make me want to run screaming in the other direction. I deleted them and emptied his recycle bin. I asked H about them and he was very sorry. He said he thought he deleted everything from his computer but must have missed those. He then tried to reassure the rest of the night (and today), but I'm a little tender right now. Trying hard to live in the present though.

Let me tell you, now that H no longer has a PC/access to porn he is plenty interested, and also is no longer sniffing around OP looking for action.

Tell me about it. I find myself in a similar situation and it's nice, but it weirds me out a little when I think about it too much. But I tend to overthink...so that's something I need to work on.

Minute by minute, hour by hour.

Thank you so much for your support!

ntl