A little while ago we were interacting in the kitchen and she made a few 'joking' comments with me, I joked back and we made eye contact. Seemed like a positive exchange.
A few minutes later she left to go grocery shopping and when I went into her office I saw that she had some notes on her desk from calling a Divorce Mediator / MFCC that was recommended by her friend. She had pricing and other information along with the number of one of those 'do it yourself' document places and also of a mortgage broker.
I let that information 'hurt' me a little but I also know we have no money ($2,500 retainer required) and nothing will happen right now. Plus, even if it DOES then I'm willing to accept that it's for the better because I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me and do the real WORK it takes to heal ourselves and our family.
