I go between losing my mind and being fairly clearheaded. Last night H upset me greatly at a Girl Scout function. He is lucky I didn't leave him at the school, seriously. We talked it out later (after I left the house for a LONG time). Just a series of disrespectful acts while at the function, stuff no one else would have noticed but he KNEW he did them.....
We are at 'peace' again. But he still wants out.....
I am up and down these days but appear normal to him....maintaining stability for the girls.
Sue, I agree, OW gets to jump right back into her marriage. Not fair. I have those thoughts as well. Its like out of the four of us (H, me, OW, OW's H), everyone seems to be getting what they want except for me. (I am stomping my feet right now!). It sucks.
